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What is passion? Do I have it for anything?

What is love? Do I have it for anyone but myself?

I cannot find inspiration, motivation, balance, or rest. I don't try.
Nothing productive results from my days, and I am always tired.

Honesty, I am not even passionate about my major or choice of career. 

I don't know what difference I make. 

I don't have a cause. 

I don't know what I'd die for.

I have no idea what my dream is, and I have even less of a clue as to what God's dream for me is.

I am not sad or depressed-- I'm tired and bland. I'd like to feel something. I'd like to find a passion. I want a cause.