pissy

Today I am spending my energy trying not to fall down the sneaky hate spiral. Honestly, I'm being really selfish-- well, I'm having selfish thoughts at least, even if I'm not acting on them. It is taking all of my efforts not give in to the bitter attitude and biting remarks I'd like to unload. I don't want to feel this way, I don't want to be pissy, I don't want to think of my self-- Lord, help me to take every measure to glorify you today.